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  A GAMBLER’S MAGIC

  By Alice Duncan

  A Gambler’s Magic

  Copyright © 2000 by Alice Duncan

  All rights reserved.

  Published 2000 by Dorchester Publishing Co.

  A Love Spell Book

  Smashwords edition September 1, 2009

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  Chapter One

  Alexander McMurdo first set eyes on Miss Joy Hardesty when the small band of missionaries with which she was traveling straggled into his wagon yard in Rio Hondo, New Mexico Territory, on the third day of March, 1873. He’d known she was coming—indeed, he had summoned her hither—and he watched curiously from the door of his small home. His house sat right next to his mercantile and dry-goods store at the back of his business establishment’s huge yard.

  As soon as the group arrived, its leader, the Reverend Mr. Hezekiah P. Thrash, fell to his knees and thanked their blessed Heavenly Father for having delivered them out of the wilderness. The army unit assigned to protect the missionaries, and the Mescalero scouts riding with them, watched this performance with tolerant fascination. They didn’t appear the least surprised by Thrash’s behavior.

  Alexander McMurdo—Mac to his friends—wasn’t surprised, either, and merriment bubbled in him. He had a feeling the reverend would have made a fine actor had not his religious zeal carried him down another road in life. McMurdo held a keen appreciation for enthusiastic people. He smiled at Thrash, nodded to the minister’s audience, and decided to add to a smallish bit of unearthly zest to everyone’s enjoyment.

  In this endeavor, he made smoke from his old black briar pipe wreath ‘round his head in a manner he knew to be reminiscent of a halo, and parted the clouds riding high in the sky so that a bright beam of sunlight poured down upon him. He knew he presented an affecting picture for anyone possessed of an ardent nature.

  Sure enough, the Reverend Mr. Thrash, espying Alexander McMurdo bathed in celestial light, lifted his arms unto the heavens and let out with a fevered string of Hallelujahs, Thanks be to Gods, and Praise His Holy Names. An eloquent fellow, Thrash. Mac approved.

  It looked as if the good reverend’s followers, while perhaps not as rapturously moved as he, knew what to do when Thrash carried on in this vein. They got down on their knees, too, and began to add their paeans of thanks to those of their leader.

  Mac watched Miss Joy Hardesty with particular interest. It was she among this group in whose welfare and future he had chosen to intervene. She looked around with displeasure, clearly decided there was no help for it, and knelt too, after first shaking out her handkerchief and settling it on the ground in front of her. In that way, Mac presumed, she hoped to keep dust from dirtying the skirt of her gown. He grinned at so futile a gesture undertaken against such formidable odds.

  An interesting female, Joy. Her lips appeared set into a perpetual frown, her eyes peered out at the world guardedly, as if she didn’t trust it, and she looked as though she suffered from dyspepsia. Mac took note of her pinched features, mousy bearing, and general air of unhappiness, and decided his errand of mercy had come none too soon.

  Never had a female been less aptly named. Poor thing. If there ever had been an unjoyful specimen sent to languish on the earth, Joy Hardesty was it.

  It was a shame, too. McMurdo knew there was a buoyant spirit trapped inside her somewhere, but that it had been beaten down until it barely sparked any longer. She was probably ashamed of that wee remaining spark when it did manage to sputter to life, too. Mac got the feeling she’d been taught to deplore anything even remotely connected with her essential nature; to consider human instincts improper and impure. She’d been driven so far from her original humanity that she believed she needed to quash her individuality whenever it reared what she perceived to be its ugly head.

  A sad and pitiful representative of the species, Joy Hardesty. Mac clucked with sympathy—not that she’d appreciate his sympathy. In fact, he was fairly certain she’d resent it like fire.

  She was infatuated with Thrash. Mac watched her watch the minister. Her longing was so ill-disguised, Mac could feel it from where he stood. She didn’t know it, of course, but what she craved wasn’t Thrash himself. What Joy longed for was Thrash’s essence, his humanity, his wholehearted, expansive belief in himself and his work.

  Although she’d never admit it to anyone, Joy didn’t believe in a single thing. She was as expansive as a collapsed bladder. As animated as a dead robin. As happy as a man with a noose around his neck. Mac could see the emptiness in her soul from where he stood. He fancied the desert wind whistling through it as if through a barren cavern.

  He heaved a large, sympathetic sigh. She was very like a prickly pear, Joy Hardesty, all thorns and prickles on the outside. A body had to work so hard to discover the soft sweetness hidden within that few even tried. Not an easy female in any sense of the word. She’d be a tough nut to crack and was likely to fight tooth and nail to hold onto her misery. Gloom was all she’d ever known, after all, and our Joy didn’t cotton to original thinking. It frightened her. She would most assuredly cause Mac all sorts of trouble. He liked her, though. In fact, he liked her a lot.

  It tickled him immensely that she hated him on sight.

  # # #

  Elijah Perry allowed himself only one very small drink from his canteen. The water was brackish, warm, and unpalatable, but Elijah knew he shouldn’t feel such a strong sense of indignation about it. It had been his decision to set out into the wild New Mexico Territory; nobody’d forced him. He’d lived in the west long enough to know the water here was full of alkali, the weather harsh, and the landscape bleak and often deadly. He’d headed here on purpose for those very reasons. It was, therefore, unreasonable of him to be peeved at it for possessing all the qualities he’d sought in the first place.

  Perverse by nature, he was peeved anyway. His own contradictory emotions tickled his cynical side. Since Elijah’s cynical side had grown over the years until it was about all there was left of him, it made him grin now as he hooked the canteen back onto his saddle. “Criminy, Ben, you just can’t please some folks.”

  Ben, Elijah’s long-suffering horse, broached no reply. From the way his head drooped, though, Elijah judged he wasn’t delighted by their circumstances, either.

  After another hour or so, Elijah squinted into the distance, wondering if he’d contracted a brain fever, or if he truly beheld signs of humanity up ahead. His eyes were no longer infallible, as they’d been in his youth. Not for the first time, Elijah considered the prospect of purchasing some spectacles if he ever saw civilization again. He already owned a pair for reading, but he didn’t put them on except in private because he still clung to a remnant of his vanity. He shook his head and grinned in a self-mocking manner. “Whoever heard of a gambling man wearing specs, Ben?”

  Ben returned no answer to this query, either. Undismayed, Elijah shaded his eyes and squinted harder at what might or might not signify a community of man in the distance. He was pretty sure he saw a couple of windmills, although their wooden frameworks were so much the same color as the surrounding countryside, he couldn’t be certain.

  “Rio Hondo should be around here somewhere, boy,” he said kindly, hoping in that way to perk poor Ben up. The horse
didn’t seem to be impressed, but Elijah felt a little perkier.

  Not that Rio Hondo was a hotbed of civilization. In truth, it was a hiccup. A speck. A dot. Or, amended Elijah with his customary dark humor, more likely a blot, on the otherwise empty high planes of southeastern New Mexico Territory that the few folks who knew about it had begun calling the Pecos Valley. He’d also heard some people call this region the Seven Rivers Country.

  He eyed the barren landscape and wondered where those seven rivers were and, if they existed, why there wasn’t so much as a speck of greenery to be seen. Strange country, this.

  So was Rio Hondo. It was, in fact, a nothing of a place, established as a stopover for cattlemen driving herds to forts in the territory or north to Albuquerque and Santa Fe, or even up into Colorado and on to Kansas and Missouri. It was nothing in the middle of a vaster nothing. It was a place to which nobody ever came and few knew was there. It was, in short, exactly what Elijah had been seeking.

  He didn’t know why. All he knew was that during his last night in San Antonio, when he’d won the biggest stake of his gambling life, and bedded the most beautiful whore in town, been fawned over by the largest group of the most worthy fellows, and had regaled all of them with the most amusing stories, the emptiness in his soul had finally swallowed up the rest of him. Nothing in the whole of his life mattered, and Elijah felt sick as the enormity of his own nothingness struck him.

  That wasn’t entirely true. One thing mattered. He patted his vest pocket now, even though he knew his letter to Virginia still resided there. He’d wait until the day before he left Rio Hondo and post it from there, presuming the village had some kind of postal service.

  Virginia was the only thing in his life that mattered, however. And, since he was in a brutal truth-telling mood, he reminded himself that he wasn’t even sure about her. For all he knew, she’d grown up to be a faithless jade just like all the other females in the world.

  And men. Elijah, who knew himself to be as faithless and jaded as any woman, didn’t hold Virginia’s sex against her. His antipathy was expansive. It included everyone without prejudice.

  If she’d changed, he didn’t want to know about it. Sometimes he feared that if he discovered Virginia had become like all the rest of the people in the world, the last tiny spark of virtue remaining in him would die, and he’d be left bankrupt—black and shriveled and dried up. He shivered and told himself to stop thinking about it.

  At any rate, the echoing hollowness of his life had ultimately driven Elijah out of San Antonio. He’d felt almost compelled to find an emptiness bigger than himself, as if in that way his own nothingness might be absorbed once and for all, and he might either find peace or disappear altogether.

  He snorted—cynically, of course—and grumbled, “Peace. Ha! Damn-fool thing for a man to crave.”

  Hell, the only time he’d ever felt alive had been in the middle of the war when his life might have been blasted from his body at any second—and by so small a thing as a bullet. The disparity in size between men and bullets and the relative effectiveness of each amused Elijah, if such a black-edged sense of the ridiculous as he possessed could be counted as humor.

  Well, it didn’t matter now. He was here, and so was Rio Hondo. He was glad for Ben’s sake. The poor horse was tired.

  Elijah rode Ben down Second Street. He wondered where First Street was and, if such an avenue existed, why it, and not Second, hadn’t been accorded the honor of being Rio Hondo’s main street. He didn’t think hard about it because he didn’t care—but he did wonder.

  “There’s a wagon yard, Ben.”

  The territory was too new and too raw to have sprouted amenities such as hotels except in the largest of its cities. Elijah figured that this place, McMurdo’s Wagon Yard, was where he’d be putting up.

  He could probably have found overnight accommodations at the Pecos Saloon. He saw it across the street from the wagon yard, looking shabby and windblown. Around here, everything looked shabby and windblown. But he didn’t like trying to sleep in saloons. They were noisy and often violent, and Elijah didn’t care to have his sleep, which came to him rarely and never deeply, interrupted by gunfire. Such interruptions had happened before, and they invariably set his heart to racing and him to gasping for breath. He was too old for that sort of nonsense.

  No, Elijah thought the wagon yard would suit him down to the ground. He guided Ben through the huge double gates, and prepared himself to smile at the proprietor.

  # # #

  Alexander McMurdo looked up and grinned when a horseman entered his wagon yard.

  “Howdy, stranger.”

  Mac enjoyed speaking the vernacular of the area. It made him feel as one with the community. Besides, it irritated Joy Hardesty, and he took satisfaction from that. He shot a glimpse at her now. She’d been sweeping off the front porch of his mercantile establishment and looked as sour as a pickle. It was a familiar expression for her, and it struck Mac as funny.

  She’d glanced up from her sweeping when she heard the sound of a horse’s hooves and seemed intrigued, in glum sort of way, by the mounted stranger. When she heard Mac chuckle, she peeked over at him, and her face pinched up even more.

  “Ye’ll get wrinkles if ye keep scowlin’ like that, lass,” Mac said kindly. He needled her every now and then because he figured she could use it. Of course she was offended by his levity and renewed her attack on the floor as if it, rather than Mac, had dared mention her gloomy demeanor.

  “How-do,” said the man in response to Mac’s greeting. He grinned, tugged the brim of his dusty black hat politely, drew his horse to a halt, and swung down from the saddle. He let out with a huge groan as soon as his boots hit the earth.

  Mac grinned back. “Long trip?”

  “Very long.” The weary traveler put a hand to the small of his back, stretched, and groaned again. “Not as young as I used to be.”

  “Reckon none of us are.”

  The man was almost as interesting a specimen as Joy, Mac decided. He was a handsome fellow, although he was right about one thing: He wasn’t as young as he used to be.

  In spite of the dust covering him, he was as natty as a man could be. Clad in black trousers, black coat, black boots, and black vest and hat, the austerity of his garb was offset only by a shirt that would probably be white again if it were laundered, and a long gray duster.

  The fellow didn’t go in for frills, Mac noticed with approval. Nothing as garish as a silver conch gleamed from his belt or hat brim. Even his gun was unobtrusive. A sober accessory, it was set into a black leather holster that rode high on his hip, butt forward for an easy grab by either hand should such a maneuver prove necessary. The fellow didn’t flaunt his skill, but Mac could tell he knew how to use that instrument of death.

  Even if Mac didn’t already know who the man was, he would have pegged him for a gambler and a wanderer. A bored, slightly dangerous aura hovered about him. He’d probably had women fawning over him all his life because he possessed the world-weary, indifferent attitude of a satyr. Women were always fascinated by difficult men in Mac’s experience.

  This fellow had dark hair, silvering around the edges, and a swarthy complexion. He’d lost the washboard belly of his youth, Mac noticed with a silent chuckle, although he sucked his gut in when he spied Joy plying her broom. When he took off his hat to swipe an arm across his sweaty forehead, Mac saw that the hair on his skull was thinning, too. Nope, nowhere near as young as he used to be.

  Shoot, the poor fellow’d showed up just in time. Another year or two, and he might have been beyond even Mac’s help, and Mac was the most powerful wizard of his race. He stuck out a hand. “Alexander McMurdo, young feller. Welcome to Rio Hondo.”

  The man shook Mac’s hand. “Elijah Perry, Mr. McMurdo. Pleased to be here.”

  “Planning to spend some time with us folks in the territory, are you, Mr. Perry?”

  “Thought I’d stay awhile, yes.”

  “Don’t get too
many visitors to Rio Hondo.”

  “Don’t expect you do.” Elijah Perry smiled slightly, as though the fact appealed to him.

  “Well, come on along, and I’ll show you where you can take care of your horse and yourself. We don’t have us any hotels in Rio Hondo yet, but you can be comfortable here if you don’t mind it a little rough.”

  “I don’t mind it rough.”

  And that was that. Mac led Elijah to a stall, and pointed out the horse feed and curry equipment. Mac indicated the wash house, and explained that he would gladly provide stew and cornbread and a glass of beer for a nickel, when Mr. Perry was ready to eat. Elijah nodded.

  “Of course, Joy over there don’t approve of the beer,” Mac said with a deliberate twinkle.

  Elijah, who hadn’t bothered looking in Joy’s direction after his first glance, eyed her now. “Yeah. She looks like it.”

  Mac laughed. “Poor thing. She was with a group of missionaries headed for the Mexican jungles.”

  “Looks like that, too.”

  “She took sick, though, and they went on without her. She’s workin’ for me until she can earn her passage back east again.”

  Elijah shook his head. “Don’t know that I don’t feel a little sorry for you, Mr. McMurdo. She doesn’t look like an easy sort of female to get on with.”

  “Joy’s only feelin’ a little dejected, Mr. Perry. Life’s been a disappointment to her, you see.”

  “Yeah. Life’s been a disappointment to a lot of us, Mr. McMurdo.”

  Mac patted him on the back, and he appeared startled. “Call me Mac, Mr. Perry. Please call me Mac. Everybody does.” He winked at Elijah. “Except Joy, of course.”

  Recovering his composure, Elijah managed a grin and said, “Of course.”

  # # #

  Joy listened to the two men talking about her, and wished she were anywhere else on earth but where she was, doing anything else on earth but what she was doing.